(londen)
I am abused by the beats
Behind its words
Yelled at by the violin
Laying upon his shoulders
R&B hates me
But hip hop said he loves me Took me back to the 80's When N.W.A molded my attitude Before Brenda hated her baby Searching for a friend In Public and found an Enemy He told me to fight the power.... Since then ive been losing.
(Janae)
You been losing, but.....
Hip hop in some way has turned it's back on us.....
Making us believe that these rapers
Were using lyrical content in there own creative way to shoot through are brain weaves, but really hip hop your more like a life style changing everyday......
what happen to you message? now we got little girls shaking there asses!
But.......
Right befor people changed,
Tupac had us bumping changes.
I traded in my old love for some soul r&b shooting through my veins like a old shcool drugie.
I'm starting to love u more like my jeep.....
What happen to u r Kelly?
Let's take is back to keith sweat nobody can love you better
Cuz music is my savor..
You saved me when the beat tryed to choke me u put the flavor back into my mouth, let's all sing, love is a melody formed into music I'm in love with u r&b......
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
ya wouldnt understand
he played the part of a princess,
As he dressed himself up in his Sunday best.....
Ready to tackle whatever may come his way.
She wore black gloves,
Painted her face,
Wore red lickstick....
(Savored the taste)
He strapped on his black boots,
Put a plastic bag in his back seat.....
She yelled out, love me!
Or relax 6 feet...
He screamed, he's in love!
She told him he was telln storys!
He got down on bended knee,
Bent her head back kissed her softy,
She grabbed his head pushed him away...........
Said nobody not nobody is worthy of my love today!
He yelled bipolor!!!!!!!
As she unlocked her Safe!
He grabbed a knife while she cocked her 38.....
He dropes to his knees.......
Shots fire silents became the loudest sound of reality.
He Wore blood to his church road off In a black casket.
As she ran away
An disapeared in a black mask.
It took 5 mins for her to realize that her love was as bipolor as it gets.....
One day she was in love, an then came the next.
All she needed was medicine when all she thought she needed was a good man.
But instead she took his life and moved on to the next Ken!
She played the part of a princess
And left him dressed in his Sundays best rip good men!
As he dressed himself up in his Sunday best.....
Ready to tackle whatever may come his way.
She wore black gloves,
Painted her face,
Wore red lickstick....
(Savored the taste)
He strapped on his black boots,
Put a plastic bag in his back seat.....
She yelled out, love me!
Or relax 6 feet...
He screamed, he's in love!
She told him he was telln storys!
He got down on bended knee,
Bent her head back kissed her softy,
She grabbed his head pushed him away...........
Said nobody not nobody is worthy of my love today!
He yelled bipolor!!!!!!!
As she unlocked her Safe!
He grabbed a knife while she cocked her 38.....
He dropes to his knees.......
Shots fire silents became the loudest sound of reality.
He Wore blood to his church road off In a black casket.
As she ran away
An disapeared in a black mask.
It took 5 mins for her to realize that her love was as bipolor as it gets.....
One day she was in love, an then came the next.
All she needed was medicine when all she thought she needed was a good man.
But instead she took his life and moved on to the next Ken!
She played the part of a princess
And left him dressed in his Sundays best rip good men!
brother
Oh brother......
What could I say to you to bring us closer?
What would be your reaction, if I sat you down an expressed to you like real siblings do?
Would you wear a smile of a clown?
Or genuinely walk around happy that you and your sister are now at peace with one another.....
You see brother,
I feel like you an I are one piece, but missing important pieces...
We shared the same womb at one point; I came after you, which makes me, want to follow your footsteps...
But I refuse to follow footsteps I can hardly see!
It's like I sleep in the same room as the enemy!!!
We share the same mom and dad
And even though we don't talk much I know your Hurt, cause believe it or not brother I'm Hurting too.
You displayed another generation of life, an I feel like your son has brought little tiny piece of us together....
But what's together when are hearts are apart?
An what's apart when half of me is hiding in the dark?
And what's the dark without a light?
You see brother I'm
Trying to find the right light to brighten are relationship, but I haven't stumbled over the right set of batteries, nor could I dig thru my dignity an find the right way to use my pen to allow u to listen......
Until this moment.....
See brother
At the end of the day we are all we got,
And I'm
Hating it!!!
Got a sister brother......
Can't even tell u her last name!
Can't even tell u were she stays! An deep down I know that shit plays in your head...
Why couldn't dad be a dad and keep us all aligned?
They say family is important but u know like I know we don't know WTF family stands for!
Fam(ily)
I love you!
Yes brother we are all we have now......
(Moms got to live her life too)
So no matter what bridge your standing at an u feel like you’re about to jump, pick up the phone an call me.
If your about to cry cuz all u need is someone to listen, pick up the phone an call me.
If your stranded in the middle of know where an can't remember your way, home pick up the phone an I well track your destination down.
Cuz believe it or not brother I well not allow u to drown!
But, sad thing about this brother is u have a problem, that’s too big for you to admit! So until you fix it you and I well never have a healthy relationship!
(But something been bugging me too)
Ohh Brother I should of saved u before it was too late.....
I should have caught you before you took the enemies hand!
I should of let you know before u hit the ground....
I should of never let mom
Cry on those lonely nights when she was worried about u!
While I was taking care of your son, I should have told her everything was going to be ok.
But I had no words to say, so I let U step out not realizing it was to late to save you.
But mom needed to cry so that she can let go of the guilt she had inside..
(always blaming herself)
And you never even once told her you were sorry!
But I allowed mom to forget about what bugged me, and concentrate on you ...........
Missing a father we both never had! An I know u think that's not your problem but u and I both know it is!
And I know you remember all the words that were said from mom to dad, and all the times mom had to drag us out the car when it wasn’t her weekend,
So don't think your hard cuz I remember counting the tears that ran down your cheeks.
You had a ninja turtle bed, and me, beauty n the beast until we were 13! That’s how well dad kept up always thinking we were going to just be his babies......
And remember every time we would see him; he'd say how big we got? Probably because he never learned how to keep up, and never learned how to love us properly.
That's why consistence is a very important key in my life,
Cuz I’ve never had consistency....
And if you want to grow brother you got to learn how to let go...
And the key to success is perpetration,
Learning that nothing well be handed to you brother you got to work until your fingertips become torpid!
Almost until u can taste the blood from
Deep down in your soul, u got to search for the better parts of you step outside your element an reboot your self esteem, cuz I know what your weakness is.
You think your stupid!
But WTF does stupid really mean?
We are all gods children so there for we are as smart as we can be, never let anyone tell u u can't do something.
Let me stop there brother before you get to carried away, cuz u an I both know I'm far from perfect, I'm perfectly imperfect cuz this is how god made me, so there for I'm everything he created me to be so why would I ever let Any other human being put me down?
I'm
Trying to get you to understand brother, silent’s is the loudest sound...
So I hope you don't find it crazy that at night I can't sleep, cuz I can hear u screaming to be found!
(I'm just looking for my bother)
Loneliness hurts but they say it’s also good for you
If you have any information please let me know now, before it's to late to create a bond!
Brother......
What could I say to you to bring us closer?
What would be your reaction, if I sat you down an expressed to you like real siblings do?
Would you wear a smile of a clown?
Or genuinely walk around happy that you and your sister are now at peace with one another.....
You see brother,
I feel like you an I are one piece, but missing important pieces...
We shared the same womb at one point; I came after you, which makes me, want to follow your footsteps...
But I refuse to follow footsteps I can hardly see!
It's like I sleep in the same room as the enemy!!!
We share the same mom and dad
And even though we don't talk much I know your Hurt, cause believe it or not brother I'm Hurting too.
You displayed another generation of life, an I feel like your son has brought little tiny piece of us together....
But what's together when are hearts are apart?
An what's apart when half of me is hiding in the dark?
And what's the dark without a light?
You see brother I'm
Trying to find the right light to brighten are relationship, but I haven't stumbled over the right set of batteries, nor could I dig thru my dignity an find the right way to use my pen to allow u to listen......
Until this moment.....
See brother
At the end of the day we are all we got,
And I'm
Hating it!!!
Got a sister brother......
Can't even tell u her last name!
Can't even tell u were she stays! An deep down I know that shit plays in your head...
Why couldn't dad be a dad and keep us all aligned?
They say family is important but u know like I know we don't know WTF family stands for!
Fam(ily)
I love you!
Yes brother we are all we have now......
(Moms got to live her life too)
So no matter what bridge your standing at an u feel like you’re about to jump, pick up the phone an call me.
If your about to cry cuz all u need is someone to listen, pick up the phone an call me.
If your stranded in the middle of know where an can't remember your way, home pick up the phone an I well track your destination down.
Cuz believe it or not brother I well not allow u to drown!
But, sad thing about this brother is u have a problem, that’s too big for you to admit! So until you fix it you and I well never have a healthy relationship!
(But something been bugging me too)
Ohh Brother I should of saved u before it was too late.....
I should have caught you before you took the enemies hand!
I should of let you know before u hit the ground....
I should of never let mom
Cry on those lonely nights when she was worried about u!
While I was taking care of your son, I should have told her everything was going to be ok.
But I had no words to say, so I let U step out not realizing it was to late to save you.
But mom needed to cry so that she can let go of the guilt she had inside..
(always blaming herself)
And you never even once told her you were sorry!
But I allowed mom to forget about what bugged me, and concentrate on you ...........
Missing a father we both never had! An I know u think that's not your problem but u and I both know it is!
And I know you remember all the words that were said from mom to dad, and all the times mom had to drag us out the car when it wasn’t her weekend,
So don't think your hard cuz I remember counting the tears that ran down your cheeks.
You had a ninja turtle bed, and me, beauty n the beast until we were 13! That’s how well dad kept up always thinking we were going to just be his babies......
And remember every time we would see him; he'd say how big we got? Probably because he never learned how to keep up, and never learned how to love us properly.
That's why consistence is a very important key in my life,
Cuz I’ve never had consistency....
And if you want to grow brother you got to learn how to let go...
And the key to success is perpetration,
Learning that nothing well be handed to you brother you got to work until your fingertips become torpid!
Almost until u can taste the blood from
Deep down in your soul, u got to search for the better parts of you step outside your element an reboot your self esteem, cuz I know what your weakness is.
You think your stupid!
But WTF does stupid really mean?
We are all gods children so there for we are as smart as we can be, never let anyone tell u u can't do something.
Let me stop there brother before you get to carried away, cuz u an I both know I'm far from perfect, I'm perfectly imperfect cuz this is how god made me, so there for I'm everything he created me to be so why would I ever let Any other human being put me down?
I'm
Trying to get you to understand brother, silent’s is the loudest sound...
So I hope you don't find it crazy that at night I can't sleep, cuz I can hear u screaming to be found!
(I'm just looking for my bother)
Loneliness hurts but they say it’s also good for you
If you have any information please let me know now, before it's to late to create a bond!
Brother......
mental
Scared freckles jumped off the faces of ppl with no exapression.
Tears held rallys at the tip of there noses,
And with my looking eye I could taste the fears placed upon there faces........
Bloody hands frm griping life, holding each memory tight!
(Here's a little insight)
He loved taking the trash out it was the only time he went outside.......
She jumped out of her skin,
Took her spirit to church knowing with her sin...................
She felt nobody would forgive them,but god....
Hes use to salen his toys in front of his house to the kids playing bball,
Cause
It was the only way he could eat when his tummy started to rumble.
She use to walk the streets looking for her mother in every alley.....
She use to wait by the phone every other hour for her father to call her collect......
Go fucking figuer
He use to reach for his moms love all he needed was a hug....
But her distraction
Misunderstood her sons actions,
So she would slap um instead!
She use to hold Barbie dolls at night an cry...........
He use to hide under his covers at night with a flash light..........
Tears held rallys at the tip of there noses,
And with my looking eye I could taste the fears placed upon there faces........
Bloody hands frm griping life, holding each memory tight!
(Here's a little insight)
He loved taking the trash out it was the only time he went outside.......
She jumped out of her skin,
Took her spirit to church knowing with her sin...................
She felt nobody would forgive them,but god....
Hes use to salen his toys in front of his house to the kids playing bball,
Cause
It was the only way he could eat when his tummy started to rumble.
She use to walk the streets looking for her mother in every alley.....
She use to wait by the phone every other hour for her father to call her collect......
Go fucking figuer
He use to reach for his moms love all he needed was a hug....
But her distraction
Misunderstood her sons actions,
So she would slap um instead!
She use to hold Barbie dolls at night an cry...........
He use to hide under his covers at night with a flash light..........
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