Murder

Stop being a (G) and be a man

Stop being a (hoe) and be a lady

Frm my body to my mind
I still feel the pain
Frm the touch,
to the screams
I still hear ur name

Frm my name on ur neck
to the ring on my finger
I still feel the lies

Frm the stalking times
to the I love yous
Frm the gun shots
to the police
why do u do what u do

Frm calling me a bitch
to feeling the words u
inflected
But seeing the truth
an feeling the truth
wasn't what u expected.

Frm inside my heart is were the voice is perfected
Screams I know longer here
anymore

Ur lies I know longer care
I dare u to test me
Ill load my 38 an lay ur ass 6 feet
Visited u every weekend jus in case u miss me
Kiss ur grave crying cuz this is what u did to me
((Trigger))
it was the hate that murdered u not janae...

Plz 4 give me

like a box of chocolates

I wish my heart tasted like candy
And each emotion I wish it tasted like laffy taffy
Cuz I eat my own pain(Daily)

"Mites as well make it taste good"

I wished my tears tasted like sour straws
Instead of hot sauce
And my fears where cookies
Donating my happinessTo the UN willing
(On sell for 50cents)
Hurry and get a bag..

I wish every bullet tasted like A heresy's kiss
Replace the gun For a box's of chocolates
What's love without Red heart sweets..

I wish every kiss tasted like Skittles
(Blue bag plz)
Replace Ur hands With 12 dozen chocolate roses

I wish life was as easy as taking Jell-O
shots At parties
Different flavors for different feelings Separating the blue m&ms
with the green an red
Ill eat the yellow 1st
(Save the best for last)

I wish each wound Tasted like apple pie
Making my life taste like the rainbow Floating in the sky..
And the rain..
Tasted like coconut,
sweeter than a almond joy

I wish pain tasted as good as sex
Screaming Ur name Replacing my hands with lollipops
Making love taste like sweet raspberry popsicles
With a side order of peanut griddle
An egg nog at Christmas time

I wish life smelled like a heavenly bliss And tasted like a verity pack of sweet Milk chocolates.
Love is my skittles
Rapped in A BOX thats the shape of my heart
(((((((((((((Candy anyone))))))))))))))
I wish life was like a box of chocolates
sweet an simple

prefected beauty

She raped her personality in a rainbow box
Perfected her love wearing black gloves
Tasted the dreams slipping from the tip of her Tung
Her professional beauty blinds my inner self
Infinity is her perfections she knocks me out with her touch
I'm dazed in love holding on to promises made
From doves using feather to share love
Using kisses and hugs embracing blessings
Putting methophores to dressing jus to write u poetry
I'm indulged in floerty making love to u lyrically
Spiting Tungs vividly
She smiles like the sun
Just brightens my day
I'm cheating myself night and day
My dreams of her sensuality caresses my sexuality
Making me crave for her love
She's a shooting star I've made my wish
Her lips fit to mine Ive tasted her lush
She's perfected beauty in the name of love
Truthfully
I wrote love quoted my fantasies
And dreamed about being in love unconditionally

she

She hold hands with her soul
And Whispers to faith
......................................
Everything is gonna be okay

She argues with herself
An debates her action with her hearts face
................................................
But her emotions are now blank

She crys to herself
Holds her pillow at nite
Contiplating her days
Asking god why

Questions never answered So she prays
She steps one foot in front of the other
Tripping over the hurtful steps Screaming inside herself
Î guess this is the only way

She's reaching for a friend
With ears to listen
.............................................
but in reality

Words couldn't begin to express
half of what she feels inside
So she turns her feelings an her crys to the man that lives in the sky

Watch over my loved ones
And never let them fade
Cuz she couldn't see herself living another day

She holds her tears in an sucks up her pride
She lives off memory until the day she dies
Her spirit walks with her screaming to both ears
Stay strong within time things well come to agree
Tears shes cried well be worth crying for
an time she spent well be worth spending for
She whipped her tears that rest at the end of her lips
Made a commitment to herself
Let the time tick
And in time she well see if it was all worth it
...................................................

something yall wont understand

I'm not commonplace
I'm more like vintage
Siting on the shelf waiting for her..........

Even tho my brain becomes
Harebrained
ur idiotic ways Dnt recreate my master piece
So try again plz
"exs always tend to amaze me"

I have celebrated 22 years
The animation,
i drew the artThat assembles my aliveness
So imparting ways becomes lifeless
my heart Turned on 2 lites now in stead of one
I can see you clearly lets try again

I seen slothful visionsTook pictures of there mind collisions
So what am i
I'm ravishing ur brightest dreams
Yet nite mares may seem to be seen
So who am i
I'm intense
an seen more then I well ever admit

May i evaluate you?
Cuz ur worth it
So i put my heart on hold calculated
The moments I am women
I cry
Î get mad
And sometimes Î even commit sins

But i know the one person I'm inlove
with So fuck what the outsiders think
Ill write u in my everlasting poetry
so U won't ever 4 get me
And ill soak the moment we did have
And hook them up to my machine
U keep me breathing

ummmm

This paranormal Mind state
And this UN normal love Fling
This dress
And these heels
Not me
This music note
And young lady DefinesBeauty

But U have to look hard to see
This pain
And this smile
Cuts deep
But I well work on My inner mind state
Happiness replaces pain So smile when Ur hurt
And cry when Ur happy
Cuz this ad normal lifeTends to get the best of thee
This lip stick
And green eye shadows
I hide behind the for shadows of Glee
and anguish

These keys
And this car
this house
An this home
This child
and this love
I've worked hard to feel less pain

God has provided me to gain
Self confidence and perfections
This job
an this life
This world
an this strife

May take some stress making yellows
White
Sometimes takes what we once had An colors our mantel black
There for we all became blinded
So poverty is what we don’t see
So helping he or she is out the statement
SeeThis money
and this fame
This music
in this game

Has ppl selling souls
To prove they have what it takes
This peace
And this war
this hungry
An this poor

What are we really fighting for?
This death
an this life
This emotion
an this knife
Cuts deeper then one can imagine
We are all blessed to be alive
This tainted
unpaintedWorld

wide we all feel the pain In this high tide
This tear
On this face
This fear
is this Childs in brace
holdingPillow cases
singing lala bys to sleep
Scared no hug can replaceThis mind raping
2 faced3 words
I love you

Can hurt one
This pillow
And these cases
These walls
an these places
Have shut down on close minded
So there's no need to explain
Cuz these sentences
an these words
Don’t replace what's happening in this world

So with this smile
An with these eyes
I've wrote life in a poem an Made words glide
These angry
these sad
This is what happens when tragedy’s is all One knows
this makes noo sense
"life"
Sometimes dosent make sense
So with this pen
An this paper
Î wrote this pain
An cried many tears
Made
(bad)
something
Good

Swore with this right-hand
Cross our hearts
pray we don’t die
With thoughts unsaid
So with this cross
We pray save us another day
So we can express ignorance’s unsaid
And replace it with intelligence Î know we all once had...........

Creations

Chained to the most solid bricks,
Energized by one of the most foggiest sticks,
See views... (of UN viewed shit.)
"Tied up an left for dead".....
Ok Enough with the confusing shit.....
Emotions flood my body like a tsunami,
Cloudy days never been so sunny,
On edge stretching for happiness,
But on my suspends
"muted"......

Seeing visions of how my life should be!
Reaching for stars... but,
only receiving ways to become milky In UN answered galaxies.
on hours,
in mins,
traveled threw time Putting words together.
Making them not make sense,
cuz(Hell)My life never has made sense anyway.....
And my mama always said read until u understand,
Listen until u understand,
And write until u can't....

Neyo my soul with gods creations,
Bowing down to his temptations to create us all equal.
Giving us different personalities,
working harder on some Leavening others to phin for themselves,
but in his eyes Were all beautiful anyways
So don't worry what ppl say.......

Crossing misjudgmentOn stereotype comments....
"He created us to love each other"
Timing thee UN timeless,
Loving thee UN loved,
Giving back to the homeless,
Spearing a dollar making change for more then jus 1 moment.....

Drinking potions of in love disguisesTelling one Ur in love but surprise’sPop up.
(numbers pop up)Feeding into lies an bullshit
Hands pop faces, leaving buries unable to cover up....
"He didn’t create us for this"
But he didn’t create us to be perfect!
So flaws are never flawless,
i jus learned to see rii threw them.
Money creates more problems,
More fake Ness, more mask covering the truth,In this creation.....
Lighting up his creation,

getting highOff his creation,
Dieing by our creations,
Laid to rest in peace,
cuz I believeThere's no peace until Ur barried 6 feet...."
And my falosphy isDieing is easy, living is the hard part.
"Continuing Ur heart to beat,
Then stopping Ur beat..........
Clapping Ur hands, stomping ur feet,Screaming, an yelling,
"God why"
why didn’t u create us all equal?
Why didnt u create her to live passed he?
Like (Adam an eve)
Picking one apple to eat,
One soul mate to be in love with,
in this whole creation.

Flowers symbolize love an affections,
Grown from ground up,
Starting as a seed,
blossoming from the root....
Like our ancestors that struggle to survive in world war 3
An the great depression.
now were facing a recession
A time were we need to join hands an come together as one ofHis biggest creations!

IT WAS

It was my tears,
That transformed into something Deeper then the oceans base,
Escaping my eyes like a horse in a blinded race
One direction no options.
Rally’s of tears squabble back in forth
Who can reach the end of my cheeks in time…..
Creating emotional rhythms………………………….
“I want 1st place”
Nooo divisions upon the victim.
It was my eyes that didn’t see,
Clouded from everything And anything.
My life was like a candle
Dripping wax down my soul
Trapping my spirit inside these holes,
Scampers each and every feeling.

It was my feet that went numb,
Making each step indigestible Skipping threw old memories
Jumping from rock to rock
How did Î teach myself well enough?
Swimming was discretionary.
(Life jackets)
was my (stray jacket)
It was the hands,
The torpid finger tipsExistence of there egos,
Not trusting my presents well enoughWith my ppl.

It was my ears that heardFalse info,
Lies burned the drum out So the beat of my heart remainedBeating alone.
Leaving the bass Echoing threw my inner core.
The sound never fades Voices continue to spade Down my body like chills on a sunny day.
It was the ppl,That heard me scream but never showedUp...
"so I ate at my existence alone."
It was my heart that believed Whatever my mind said,
its egotism The foundation of my inner fragments leaves Excessive preoccupations grounded. (((((Love me just love me)))))
Tricking myself into something I never wanted to be!
Connecting my head phones to my heart,
I now listen to my inner self sing,
I don’t need anyone to fix me
(I'm not perfect)
But I'm someone’s everything they want and need...

Music

We placed a piano, an a drum.
attached the cords to the lower((Drum head))
With that we make music.
Blew our vocal cords to a muted suspends,
Our pens grew ears an listened,
No questions needed.......

Wrote some form of poetry On a clear piece of paper,
Visualize stardom....
Seen the flashing lights from the window Of our dreams.
But it takes more then (15)
toMake reality real,
And silent loud enough to kill.
Burning ears with the voice box,
Clearing hallways as they walk by....
They put there ass up for show!
Beat drums threw the hall ways of high schools
"Go stupid, dumb dumb."
Sang songs they wrote Out of there note books,
"Dreaming, dreams do come true."

But the problem is money talks,
Why the poor sleep walks threwObstacles they thoughtThey never over come.
An u wonder why they sale souls As collateral for a record deal.
"Sign me,"
let the lights see the flaws
from the faceInside the eyes
to the minds Is where the talent is reserved.
Praying god well put hands down an Sprinkle magic to a thrown turned.......
So with the snare connected
We turned up the head phones
(((((((((((((((Beat))))))))))))))))
Sounds like the heart beatTo a new baby,
So unborn this may be.
But fuck it follows Ur dreams
It takes one person to see!
On Broadway they ask for (32) bars
That's (32) reasons they ask of me So I wrote (33) an kept my poetryTo myself,
Cuz I don't need fame to make ppl see......

Î wanna open blinded eyes an make them see,
But see (16) bars is the standard length for allThese hip hop songs,
And half of them have no meaning.......
It took (50) sec to writeWhat I can speak in (3).
"I love music,"
"I love poetry,"
"I love beats."
So if we put them all togetherAn create meanings,
Our children well then learn something.
(Echo threw time)
Hear the screams,
and cries,
The music speaks for ppl with noLines,
No guidance’s,
No time,

Music is supposed to be an artist biography.......
Not to be seen as how many bitches u can fuck in a week,
Or how much money Ur actually making,
Or how many blunts Ur rolled,
An pipes u tweaked!
I tattoo music notes on my backCuz music is inside me...
I write lyric to my life,
"Ppl inspired me."
The ones that write lyrics instead of nonsense,
The ones that make beats from the ground up,
Connected turn tables to a drum set, to a head set,
Making things possible.
Changing life’s threw tracks.................................................Stop the beat.......
an listen to what's inside of thee

Music is my outage, to the plug I use to charge my inner self esteem,
Don’t ever look passed me.
Make eye contact,
And understand,
I'm not here to judge any man,
Or woman working hard to get where they stand,
But define music with a realistic meaning’s And make them
(16) bars worth signing!!!!!

Everlasting

"Amaranthine"
Counting my last mins around the clock
Re counting love standing in the palm of my hand
"Love me" jus love me!!

(Immortal)
Constant struggle
Running my head in circles
Relentless I love you always
(Eternal)Never-ending
I said I love youSo my love is everlasting
I have (zealot)
"I'm a freak,"
I don’t fancySick fucks.
(impulse)Engraved UN needed things into skins Of they....
I've thrown u off a whim devotedTime an the 2nd hand made my love yet again(((EVERLASTING)))

Cross eyed beast,
Red eyed freak,
When I scream bitchess u finna hear me!
A Homicide has jus accrued inside me So call me diabolical,
hellish,
satanic,
I'm crazy some say....
"But hell that's for all the niggas that pushed janae."

Tube sock wearn,
s8 bording sexi thang,
Rocking skinny jeansWith a middle finger rainbow ring.
(Head down crying)
Wondering why she feels inside she's really dieing
Praying her parents well jus understand one day.
Instead of just trying....

(Considerable)
Sizable, well rounded child
Seeing threw blind folds.
Noted absent in high school,
Walked the track smoked weed in (pe)Didn’t dress for occasions..
hardlyGave a fuck about what vacations were going on inside Her existence.
Wrestled the fact she had 2 kids b4 18
Education never seemed to be her dream.
An he said he loved her ever lasting,
demising,
denying the fact He even stuck his dick inside her thang.

poor sinful making wicked choices don’t even know right from left,
from pain to hurt,
from love to lies,
All she knows is the weapon that lies between her thighs...
((Ill))........Some say (janae)
The words u portray blow my brain Like spaghetti on the concrete
That the birds eat as the sun sets
My pen in vicious,
My paper is curious to see what comes next.
So Î snap pictures of real life shit And let my pen tell the rest...
Like a story of all my life bullshit
Like a plasma TV that plays illusions About interventions,
At a stadium full of homeless
Struggling to eat.
I'm ever lasting like a pen that never runs out of ink.
My love is potent like a drug dealer that runs the streets,
Like a user that's been in way to deep
Like a child that can't sleep
holding pillows on each side of there earsinundate
the submerge hatred of there parents fighting.
I'm everlasting like a world without ending
And a love that's amaranthine...................AND A POEM WITH MORE THEN 1 MEANING THIS PAIN IS EVERLASTING