i dnt wanna be

I don't wanna be another late night fuck after that drunken party...
don't wanna be Ur bitch,
Ur hoe,
Ur lady,
I wanna be Ur women,
not u side show bitch but Ur rida.

I don't wanna be that girl that lays up all night crying
Wondering why he hasn't called,
or wondering what he's doing.
Cuz a pimp is what I don't need.

I don't wanna be like them girls I see in the movies chasing someone Else man cuz there insecurities got there minds trapped.
Cuz hypnotically what I need is a real man that can hold me threw the night
An feel the bliss,
the realness….
I don't wanna be Ur ex,
Ur lost lover,
but Ur present.
I don't wanna be something u can't tell me…
cuz Ur afraid of what I might say,
But someone u can confine in,
someone's diary.

I don't wanna be jus Ur baby mama,
But Ur life.
I don't wanna be someones half way wife,
only for the moment type wife,
But for an eternity..
I don't wanna be the apple at the bottom of the tree that fell off cuz (no) wasn't Apart of her vocabulary.
cuz im the real women at the top,
The one u gota reach for,
the one that well scream (no) if I had to.

I don't wanna be that girl u ant got time to climb for.
But take Ur time for,
reach that apple cherish it.
But it takes a real man to accomplish those needs.
I don't wanna be that seed that doesn't grow cuz of what he did to me.
I wanna be the girl that dust herself off an puts all the gift behind me.

I don't wanna be Ur simple high,
but the high of Ur life.
So simple I wanna be Ur life.

See

I don't wanna be the first girl,
the last girl,
I wanna be the onlyGirl!.
I don't wanna be Ur fake I love you,
but the I love u with tears.
I wanna be the reason why u cry.
I don't wanna be the reason why u ask urself Why?
But know I mean every word I say.
I don't wanna be like the old me,
abused with fake lies Abused with the hand that supposed to confront u with.
I don't wanna be that girl every time I looked the the mirrorI see u.
but be the smile,
the life of that mirror.
The reason why u stand behind me as we look in that mirror an cry.
I don't wanna be another statistic,
killed from domestic violence Cuz she was too stupid to walk away.

I don't wanna be the girl that is found covered in her blood cuz she walked threw the wrong Hood instead of walking the other way.
I don't wanna be Ur collect call form the county jail Because of bad choices you made.
I don't wanna be Ur body guard,
Ur trophy,
Ur rag doll,
I wanna be Ur every breathe,
Ur every movement.
Most of all I wanna be the heart beat,
the first an last Time u speak.
Fuck it let me speak for u.

Cuz I don't wanna be that girl that sits in front of her house in a wheelchair Lonely cuz she never opened up to her lovers.
I don't wanna be Ur weed,
Ur Hennessey,
Ur lipstick bitch,
but UrWomen I wanna be Ur women..
Maybe my internal me Can be my everything,
cuz every time i go threw this it's the same thing.
I wanna be the lady my mama raised,
not the one my daddy gave,
not the one he Tore up
but someone I can be all by myself without anyone's help.
that's What I need

I don't need a man that's jus gonna lie to me,
An treat me like a late night fuck but a life time fuck.
i wanna be The girl that has the pimp in him die.
I don't wanna be Ur when u got time for hoe,
but the only one u have The time for.
Im a women not

Ur bitch
not Ur hoe
an defiantly not Ur late night Fuck after Ur drunken party.